Life seems to have gone back to normal.
But what is normal?
Everything is moving forward.
Yet, I feel like I am being pulled and pushed in confusing, contradicting directions.
I am in a whirlwind.
I am losing my footing.
What do I do?
I am at a loss.
So, I go through the motions.
I carry out my daily tasks to the best of my ability.
There are moments I am overwhelmed by the daily routine.
I then wear a rictus of a smile and do the much I can.
I stare at my flimsy and seemingly irrelevant achievements.
Yet, that is all I am capable of as for now.