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What made me so upset?<\/p>\n
Was it the silence?<\/p>\n
Was it a lack of interest?<\/p>\n
Was it the delayed action on their part?<\/p>\n
Was it all that?<\/p>\n
Or was it something deeper?<\/p>\n
Was it something I hid from myself?<\/p>\n
Was it something I did not want to face?<\/p>\n
Wasn’t it this part of me that I had buried so deep within me, that it ceased to exist?<\/p>\n
Was it the fear of rejection?<\/p>\n
Was it the thought of being betrayed, that made me freeze?<\/p>\n
Was it the fear of being insignificant?<\/p>\n
Was it F.O.M.O, the fear of missing out?<\/p>\n
Do tell me, my dear self!<\/p>\n
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What made me so upset? Was it the silence? Was it a lack of interest? Was it the delayed action on their part? Was it all that? Or was it something deeper? Was it something I hid from myself? Was it something I did not want to face? Wasn’t it this part of me that … <\/p>\n