{"id":801,"date":"2019-09-08T17:43:22","date_gmt":"2019-09-08T15:43:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/withmywords.com\/?p=801"},"modified":"2019-09-08T17:43:22","modified_gmt":"2019-09-08T15:43:22","slug":"epiphany","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/2019\/09\/08\/epiphany\/","title":{"rendered":"EPIPHANY"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t like me.<\/p>\n<p>I hate my body.<\/p>\n<p>I loathe my mannerisms.<\/p>\n<p>I want to be different.<\/p>\n<p>I want to be anyone else but me.<\/p>\n<p>I can&#8217;t stand being around me.<\/p>\n<p>My company makes me cringe.<\/p>\n<p>You may find it horrible to hear me talk about myself this way.<\/p>\n<p>It is the truth; I dislike, no, I despise, no, I hate me!<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t want to be a hypocrite about it.<\/p>\n<p>I am never kind to me.<\/p>\n<p>I keep breaking the promises I make me.<\/p>\n<p>I am a bore; I don&#8217;t play any more.<\/p>\n<p>I am always angry, sour, and bitter.<\/p>\n<p>I spew my bile on unfortunate bystanders.<\/p>\n<p>These innocent bystanders find themselves in the middle of my dispute with myself.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I am tired of me.<\/p>\n<p>Hmm&#8230;&#8230;! Wait a minute!<\/p>\n<p>Am I missing something here?<\/p>\n<p>If I don&#8217;t love me as I am, then who will?<\/p>\n<p>I know myself more than anyone ever will.<\/p>\n<p>I might as well have to learn to get along with me.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe, oh, perhaps I will eventually love me.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 I don&#8217;t like me. I hate my body. I loathe my mannerisms. I want to be different. I want to be anyone else but me. I can&#8217;t stand being around me. My company makes me cringe. You may find it horrible to hear me talk about myself this way. It is the truth; I &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/2019\/09\/08\/epiphany\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;EPIPHANY&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-801","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-non-classe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/801","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=801"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/801\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":803,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/801\/revisions\/803"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=801"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=801"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=801"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}