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I swallow my tears.<\/p>\n
I smile with dead eyes.<\/p>\n
I am broken and hurt.<\/p>\n
I don’t know what to do or how to do it.<\/p>\n
My heart is so heavy and excruciatingly painful.<\/p>\n
I want to cry, but my eyes are dry clogged wells.<\/p>\n
Yet, I mourn and wail in my heart.<\/p>\n
The smile on my face is but a pathetic camouflage.<\/p>\n
Oh, what do I do now?<\/p>\n
I fear sinking into the quagmire of depression.<\/p>\n
The strong pull of the treacherous cliff is hard for me to resist.\u00a0<\/p>\n
The deceitful numbness and light-headedness of sleep and meal deprivation, push me into the jagged rocks of despair.<\/p>\n
I need to keep my head grounded and latch onto hope, or else, all is lost.<\/p>\n
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\u00a0 I swallow my tears. I smile with dead eyes. I am broken and hurt. I don’t know what to do or how to do it. My heart is so heavy and excruciatingly painful. I want to cry, but my eyes are dry clogged wells. Yet, I mourn and wail in my heart. The smile … <\/p>\n