{"id":1078,"date":"2020-06-08T00:03:27","date_gmt":"2020-06-07T22:03:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/withmywords.com\/?p=1078"},"modified":"2020-06-09T20:37:08","modified_gmt":"2020-06-09T18:37:08","slug":"perfectionist","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/2020\/06\/08\/perfectionist\/","title":{"rendered":"PERFECTIONIST"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>What am I trying to prove?<\/p>\n<p>To whom am I proving it?<\/p>\n<p>Why do I strive so hard to please this faceless persona?<\/p>\n<p>How did I become trapped in this maze of &#8220;perfection&#8221;?<\/p>\n<p>When did I start demanding it from everyone else except myself?<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Or, did I?<\/p>\n<p>Aren&#8217;t I the first casualty of this lead mantle?<\/p>\n<p>This stifling, strangling cape is snuffing the life out of those around me and myself.<\/p>\n<p>I struggle with the shortcomings within me.<\/p>\n<p>Oh! That I may finally be the imperfect human, I am.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I have many flaws.<\/p>\n<p>I bumble, stumble and fall, often.<\/p>\n<p>I fumble, bungle, and blunder.<\/p>\n<p>I miss the mark many times.<\/p>\n<p>I still dare stand tall, for I am moving forward.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>I learn from my mistakes.<\/p>\n<p>I am growing, albeit in a slow manner.<\/p>\n<p>I forge through dense &#8220;undergrowth&#8221; of self doubt, guilt and judgment.<\/p>\n<p>I release me and you all.<\/p>\n<p>Let&#8217;s embrace who we are and be the best version of ourselves.<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Work in progress, imperfect, but thriving!<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0 What am I trying to prove? To whom am I proving it? Why do I strive so hard to please this faceless persona? How did I become trapped in this maze of &#8220;perfection&#8221;? When did I start demanding it from everyone else except myself? \u00a0 Or, did I? Aren&#8217;t I the first casualty of &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/2020\/06\/08\/perfectionist\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;PERFECTIONIST&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1078","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-non-classe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1078","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1078"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1078\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1088,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1078\/revisions\/1088"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1078"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1078"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/withmywords.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1078"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}