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I always thought I had it all worked out.<\/p>\n
I had everything under control.<\/p>\n
“I plan, focus and move forward; I am the master of my destiny.”<\/p>\n
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That’s what I thought.<\/p>\n
Then life happened.<\/p>\n
Arrested in mid-flight, I am.<\/p>\n
\u00a0<\/p>\n
I cannot move forward.<\/p>\n
It is all spiralling out of control.<\/p>\n
I don’t know why.<\/p>\n
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I barely understand how I got here.<\/p>\n
Yet, here I am!<\/p>\n
My world is falling apart.<\/p>\n
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My body and home are in distress.<\/p>\n
I now realize how fragile I am.<\/p>\n
I own nothing but the present moment.<\/p>\n
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It is scary.<\/p>\n
It is glorious, as I live a moment at a time.<\/p>\n
It hurts, for tomorrow might not be mine.<\/p>\n
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\u00a0 I always thought I had it all worked out. I had everything under control. “I plan, focus and move forward; I am the master of my destiny.” \u00a0 That’s what I thought. Then life happened. Arrested in mid-flight, I am. \u00a0 I cannot move forward. It is all spiralling out of control. I don’t … <\/p>\n